Did I have a choice....

Please... before you start reading next part of my coment fnd on youtube that song: Scorpions - Still Loving You
( here is link: [link] )


"....... Did we really are for the right side? Did we really are those ones who have to make universe better? When I stand on battle field.. empty now.. I think that … NO… We don’t know true meaning word: Better…. Is that.. what we do better for that what was before? Is killing and raping are really better? Is burning someone houses, killing someone family better?
Now I stand on battlefield.. The battle was over some time ago…. Now ever where are deads everything is burning… I heard screaming those ones who survived.. who are still alive. I see who my battle companion are rapeing … without mercy.. without limits…. I heard how they laugh.. when they throw still living persons into fire… I see that everything … and.. I can’t do nothing.. ..
NO.. we are not better… and we will never be…. If that future suppose to look like… I don’t want it…. I don’t want that future.. but… Did I have any choice?........"



ok.. now I have to explain you something..
I have lately strange mood .. nevrous and unhappy...; and whan I feel unhappy I create strange thing.. like thins one..

here is one of my Oc character.. and a little story he write on his dairy... I did it because I want you meat some ogf my chacatrets more before I finish any of part my Legend.. so prepare for more.... XD

and What about song.. I try find a good song to show his feeling.. ( I use to write and listen songs in the same time ) i like musick here.. so I thibnk the musick ground is good for that story....

( ok.. sorry for that long artist coment.. next one will be shorter ^^ )