hey^^
how are you ? I hope you all are fine..

Thank you everyones for that hugs They reallyt help me alot then ^^ Thank you so much


That will be strange journal.. so you dont have to read it ^^

I dont have much to said.. I just write that journal because I want write some thing what I have on my mind.
i 'm more and more in depression mode.. why? I exactly dont know..
but I think it is few thing:
1. Lots works.. but we all are bussy.. so I'm not the only one...

2. Lately I surf for DA and.... dam.. there is so many people who draw so beautyfull.. they have great skills.. compare to them.. i feel small really small.... somethime I want to draw like true artist

3. One of my friends leave DA TT^TT and that is just sad ...

4. some people from here DA stiop talk to my.. and I think that is the most sad ... did I do soething wrong? did I forget about something?
I rally dont know why other dont want talk to my... I know that I'm not interesting person... that I make lots of mistake.. and complain to much.. but.. well... now I really dont know what I should think....

Ok.. end of this journal... soon I change it for something more happy...
Thank you for read